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Life in general is pretty good right now. I have a job…a good one. I have amazing children and a home to live in. A sweet puppy and awesome friends. There really is nothing I am missing. (Well, there is one person missing…my sweet angel Brittany.) I have chosen to rid drama from my life, […]

If it were, that stupid bitch would be in so much pain that she would not even know what hit her!! If you want me to stop reading you joke of a website, then stop writing crazy insane lies about me. First off, I am NOT BI POLAR, I never was and I was never […]

I find it funny that people are so into themselves that they will not even take the time to celebrate and honor the life of a child that they claim to love. Instead, they choose to lash out at people that they supposedly ‘don’t give a damn about’. If you don’t give a damn about […]

I hope that they burn in hell! One of them, unfortunately has the same DNA as I do. I can’t do anything about that, but I can choose to not have her be a part of my life!! Which she isn’t…THANK GOD!!!! She is worthless and belongs with the crazy bitch that lives in PA […]

So, I am told that I am stalking a certain insane individual because I have read all the lies that are on her joke of a website, but the funny thing is that she has shit from both of my websites on her blog. Who’s stalking whom I ask you? She says that I cannot […]

So, its funny how some things never change! Brittany, that crazy bitch that calls herself your mother is at it again!!! She apparently created a JOKE of a website www.bheltz.com that she tries to say is all about you, but its really about her! SERIOUSLY! The first tab on the page is about her and […]

Just because you think you can try and take MY daughters memories away from me by deleting ONE picture from facebook, you will never be able to delete the pictures in my head. The picture of when I found out I was pregnant with her…The picture of hearing her first heartbeat….the picture of when I […]

I never thought that I would have to grieve for one of my children. My Brittany has been gone for 7 weeks today. Just when I think that it is getting easier, her stepmother brings the drama on AGAIN! It really has just gotten to be so ridiculous that I now have to go to […]

I think its hilarious when people think that they can get to other people by sending ridiculous childish e mails that truly show just how uneducated and immature they really are. Hey Teresa, before you tell someone to grow up, there is this thing called a mirror…take a look in it. Oh wait, that’s right…all […]

Yesterday was 3 weeks since my girls passing. I still feel like its just a bad dream and one of these days she is going to wake me up and tell me that everything is ok. I am hoping for that, but know it will never happen. I am still at a loss and I […]