Life in general is pretty good right now. I have a job…a good one. I have amazing children and a home to live in. A sweet puppy and awesome friends. There really is nothing I am missing. (Well, there is one person missing…my sweet angel Brittany.)
I have chosen to rid drama from my life, which means that I have also removed certain individuals from my life. I am ok with the choices I have made and I do not regret for a minute anything that I have done. I need to start taking care of myself and my children and that is my priority.
I miss my daughter every day that passes. It has been 2 years and 1 month and the pain still feels like it did on the day that she passed.
Life goes on…..
If it were, that stupid bitch would be in so much pain that she would not even know what hit her!!
If you want me to stop reading you joke of a website, then stop writing crazy insane lies about me. First off, I am NOT BI POLAR, I never was and I was never diagnosed with it. Get your story straight you stupid bitch. YOU are the one that has a mental issue and YOU are the one that needs to take medication, on top of taking an English class. It’s TWO sides of the coin you idiot, not TO sides. You say that you are an educated person, but perhaps you need to go back to elementary school!! As for MY daughter wanting to hit MY other daughter, perhaps is Brittany was not acting as if she needed to be slapped, then she would not have wanted to say that. And while we are at it, Lets talk about the time that Ashley over heard you on the phone calling both of MY daughters BITCHES!!! How about that??? Some mother you are! Fuck you you piece of shit! YOU are not MY daughters’ mother. You are a sorry excuse for a human being and an even sorrier excuse for a mother!!! I would never have stolen a child from another woman.
As for the pictures, you have got some nerve, considering that you have a picture of MY daughter on the day she was born on your fucked up website! So know this…I was there when she was born…YOU were there when she died!!! what does that tell you! You were fucking sleeping when she decided to kill herself under YOUR roof!!!
Burn in hell you stupid crazy fucking bitch!
I find it funny that people are so into themselves that they will not even take the time to celebrate and honor the life of a child that they claim to love. Instead, they choose to lash out at people that they supposedly ‘don’t give a damn about’. If you don’t give a damn about is, why do you continue to write things about us? If we don’t matter to you, why do you continue to lash out at us and put all of your shit on blast for everyone to see. It just makes you look even crazier than you already are, which is ALOT! Keep doing what you are doing crazy woman, and you are going to end up giving yourself a heart attack, and THAT would not be so much of a bad thing. As MY Ashley put it ‘it will catch up to you and bring you down, and when it does the world will be an infinitely better place.’ Thank god she and Brittany saw through your insane shit! You seriously need to leave us alone and focus on your own insanity!!!
I hope that they burn in hell! One of them, unfortunately has the same DNA as I do. I can’t do anything about that, but I can choose to not have her be a part of my life!! Which she isn’t…THANK GOD!!!! She is worthless and belongs with the crazy bitch that lives in PA that is responsible for my daughter no longer being alive!!!
FUCK YOU BOTH!!!
So, I am told that I am stalking a certain insane individual because I have read all the lies that are on her joke of a website, but the funny thing is that she has shit from both of my websites on her blog. Who’s stalking whom I ask you? She says that I cannot face the truth about what happened to my daughter, but I know the truth is that she is the one that is responsible for my daughters death. She has the nerve to say that my daughter was supposedly mentally ill because of me…her MOTHER, when the fact is that if it had not been for the torture that she put upon my daughter and the evil things that she said and did to my baby, my Brittany would still be alive today, and NOT living in that insane asylum. What an effing waste of oxygen that woman is and because of her, my daughter is no longer alive.
And I might suggest before one goes and tries to quote the 1st amendment, one should probably educate themselves on the facts! If you post my full name on your website for slanderous reasons, you will have to suffer the repercussions.
As for the walk, will make it my goal to insure that you are not allowed to walk. I will get a restraining order specifically for the walk so you cannot go.
Deal with that you fucking crazy bitch! Crawl back into the hole where you came from, take my worthless sister with you, and never show your ugly faces again!!!
LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY ALONE!
So, its funny how some things never change! Brittany, that crazy bitch that calls herself your mother is at it again!!! She apparently created a JOKE of a website www.bheltz.com that she tries to say is all about you, but its really about her! SERIOUSLY! The first tab on the page is about her and your loser dad! Your tab is HALF WAY DOWN THE PAGE! and don’t get me started on the spelling or the grammar! For someone with a so-called education, she has no brains!
I have contacted a lawyer to start a case against her for slander. WE have not done a thing, nor have we said a thing about or to her. She calls Ashley your ‘half-sister’ when her sexual deviant offspring are not even related to you!!! She has a lot of fucking nerve saying the things that she has. What a completely and utterly insane individual! She will burn in hell for what she has done to you!!
My heart is pounding right now because I am so extremely PISSED about what she has done. She has the nerve to say that your sissy and I have made your death all about us, but take a look at this page and the look at her ridiculous fiasco of a webpage! I cannot believe how far off the deep end she really has gone! What a disgusting pig of a human being!!! She is not even worth the oxygen she breathes!!! She stole you from me! How can she even call herself a mother.
As for your friends not listening to her….Well, thats because they all know how CRAZY in the head she is! They want nothing to do with her now that you are no longer here. They think she is as crazy as we do! They are just afraid to say anything! I seriously do not get why people are so afraid to say anything to that crazy bitch and put her in her place. I can’t believe that your dad has stayed with her as long as he has, but apparently he likes FAT controlling women! She is a disgusting excuse for a human being who cannot even make herself presentable at MY daughters funeral.
I hope that she reads this and tries to start something. Just when things were starting to calm down, she starts her shit and I have absolutely NO patience for it!
I am sorry that I never rescued you from that crazy maniac! She is the reason you are no longer with us and the reason why she is so vial and nasty is because she has so much guilt about what SHE DID that lashing out at someone else is the only way to make her sorry self feel better!
Just because you think you can try and take MY daughters memories away from me by deleting ONE picture from facebook, you will never be able to delete the pictures in my head. The picture of when I found out I was pregnant with her…The picture of hearing her first heartbeat….the picture of when I first heard her cry and when I first held her in my arms. You will never be able to take away the fact that I AM HER MOTHER. so what, you were there when she was growing up, only because you did not abide by the court order for visitations. You know you were wrong with what you did by keeping her away from me. You may have been there, but you are not her blood and you did not make her. She grew in me for 10 months and that can never be taken away from me.
Keep feeling your guilt….keep throwing the blame at others because you have so much guilt pent up inside of you, but I am telling you something right now. YOU leave MY family alone!!! Focus on your own issues and stop trying to make trouble for my family. Go talk to someone, and for gods sake, either start or stop taking medication.
On day your husband is going to know ALL the things that you have done during the time of OUR (mine and his) daughters passing, so be prepared to live a long, lonely life because I have no doubt that he will leave you, just like he did before but you were too desperate to be without him so you begged him to come back.
I never thought that I would have to grieve for one of my children. My Brittany has been gone for 7 weeks today. Just when I think that it is getting easier, her stepmother brings the drama on AGAIN! It really has just gotten to be so ridiculous that I now have to go to the police to file a harassment report against her. I really don’t want to spend MY day off at the police station filing a report agains some dillusional person who does not have her whits about her. I wonder what she was doing when my baby was taking her own life…OH, that’s right…she was NAPPING!!! That’s right kids…napping!!! And she has the nerve to blame me for what happened saying that I never took part in my daughters life. EFF OFF you crazy bitch….you are the one that was home when all of this happened. And what happened to you being all nicey nicey to me less than 2 weeks ago? What happened to you wanting to have peace and allowing MY daughter to rest now that you are done tormenting her? What happened to the fact that you say you loved MY daughters, but I know EVERYTHING that you have done and said about them. Is it just jealousy that you could not have children with their father so you take your hatred for me out on them? Are you that demented that you would do that to MY babies. You truly need to seek some mental help and realize that all of this is NOT ABOUT YOU!!! Actually, part of it is…you are the reason why my daughter committed suicide!!!! You are the one that pushed her over the edge and caused her to do the only thing that she could think of to end the pain and the torture.
So, I am putting it out there for the world to read…..LEAVE ME AND MY FAMILY ALONE YOU CRAZY, DEMENTED, DILLUSIONAL, INSANE, ABUSIVE EXCUSE FOR A HUMAN BEING!!!
I think its hilarious when people think that they can get to other people by sending ridiculous childish e mails that truly show just how uneducated and immature they really are. Hey Teresa, before you tell someone to grow up, there is this thing called a mirror…take a look in it. Oh wait, that’s right…all of yours are broken.
Thank god I have real ‘SISTERS’ who love me and would do anything for me. I have the best friends a girl could have, and those friends include my cousins! I love all of you and would be right there along side of you in the jail cell if need be!! haha
Yesterday was 3 weeks since my girls passing. I still feel like its just a bad dream and one of these days she is going to wake me up and tell me that everything is ok. I am hoping for that, but know it will never happen. I am still at a loss and I am still missing my chunky monkey. I love you baby girl….We all miss you so much
